A Work In Progress

As I fell asleep last night, absolutely in love with the autumn weather, I began to dream. Dreaming was very real last night. There was an odd reality that I created for myself and when my dreams become reality to me, that scares the crap out of me! If you aren't aware, I LOVE Christmas. I love it as much, if not more, than I love Michael Jackson and Fashion. With that said, decorating for the holiday is one of my favorite things to do. The atmosphere that is created when Christmas nears makes my heart happy. Last night I dreamt that time was moving very quickly. My mom was explaining to me why the time was flying by and as she was doing so, she packed all of the Christmas decorations! I was shocked, "Mom, what the hell are you doing?" Christmas was over. I MISSED IT! I've never been so upset. When I was waking up this morning I was in the middle of my real reality and the dreamlike state that I called reality for eight hours. That confused me so much! Luckily I was able to work through the anxiety that ensued due to my nightmare and I realized it was still just the 5th of October.